Sometimes I cannot help but convince myself that I am truly the weirdest and most disagreeable person of my grade. People hint at them anonymously, so I just retreat and leave out what had been raised and said and just-simply recline into a state of indefinite staticity, but more delusional and out the inclination to not care much about anything at all for what's been coming at me and happening at the same time. Truly a mess.
I hope this isn't just some childish existential crisis people encounter now and then. But it's really okay to convince myself that I am fine, and so are everyone like me.
What I do not like are people who are anti-intellectual, and people who look down upon people for having history crushes. There are, admittedly, large numbers of both inhabiting in Australia at the moment, and are likely to either: mind their own business or bitch about (and somehow incorporate them into) normal pseudo-conservative sheeple problems.
Also, I despise rape apologists, I really do.
Also, if you are/were a 14 year old asian girl who is/was at any stage of your life infatuated with Karl Friedrich Gauss, please let me know. I'm sure we'd be good friends.
